the biggest love

you know how people say that you haven't really felt true love until you have your own child? i always thought that something special was awaiting for me in the future the moment i learned i was pregnant. but those words said to me, emotions shared are not even one per cent close to the feeling i have in my heart for my son now.

there is a feeling of 'never enough'. it's never enough for me to look at iluka. every minute, every second, i don't want to look away, i don't want to miss anything about him. his smile, his cupid's bow lips, his laugh, his sleep, his hug, his pinch that sometimes hurts soo bad and most importantly, his warmth. i honestly think i have a personal heart-warmer with me.

then is the feeling of love, the type of love, which i have never ever felt and the kind of love that is absolutely different from any other feeling. the feeling that he is a part of you, your soul, your life.

the feeling of care, crazy care, the feeling of wanting to protect him from everything, make him happy, do all those things which you would never ever do for anybody else.

and the feeling of security and unconditional love. i am sure that only child loves you unconditionally, just because it's you. and this is the feeling worth living for.

everybody's free to wear sunscreen

my dear readers,

without any comments or thoughts i want to share a video with you, which is one of my favourites. i'm pretty sure most of you have seen it many times, but those of you who haven't - enjoy it as much as i do.

imagine

today i wanted to print out something and since i don't have a printer at home, i went down the street to find a printer spot. suddenly in the shabby dark underground crossing i heard a melody that brightened up my day. it was lennon's 'imagine' and the guy playing on the guitar sang so well, i couldn't move. i stood there till the song was over and the guy, having noticed that, repeated the song for me.when i walked back home the song was playing in my ears and the face was smiling on its own.

maybe this is not quite a post subject, but i still wanted to share my warm emotions with you.

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today...
Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace...
You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one
Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...
You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one

supernutsa

okay, here is a post about a supergirl.
do you have such a friend who is a walking encyclopedia? who is an expert in EVERY subject, on every topic? i have! and her name is supernutsa. when i have any type of question - how to fix an armchair, how to wash white linen, where to buy this or that, how to raise a child, how to make dishes from restaurants by guessing the recipe, without asking... she always has an answer on 'why? where? what? how? which?' and all other questions starting with W.

and she is my first friend. i have known here since the age of 1, when she was born and i have been friends with her since the age of 1, when she was born. and she has always been there for me since then and i have loved her with all my heart since then. our friendship was tested by time and there has never been anything which we didn't pass with an 'a'. i'm sending her lots of love, kisses and all my heart with this post.

100 000 seconds

i have always been writing about movies that i like but this time i want to warn you about a movie which premiered in tbilisi yesterday and which is an absolute waste of time.

the director wanted to shoot something like 'a man and a woman', 'last night' and all movies which are based on the dialogs of two people in love. those movies usually show the ups and downs of relationships, love and hatred mixed together, frustration, hope, passion. what this movie has got is all those feelings absolutely inconsistent with each other, which usually should be based on love. but here you never realize why those two people are actually in love.

that is not to say anything about the screenplay. the screenwriter used the cheapest tricks - when he had no imagination left for the dialogs, he would introduce a phone call, thus changing the subject. the dialogs themselves were unnatural, or maybe actors pronounced them that way, i have no explanation of the fact why the whole movie was so fake. and the ending.. which was supposed to bring tears to the eyes of viewers, according to director, made me laugh - the culmination of fakeness it was.